i feel like im convenient

Did you fall in love with me because I am convenient?
Did anyone like me just because I am myself?
What should I do for our future?
What should I do for my future?
Do you know how tired I am after work?
Did you know I made time specially for you?
Why am I so angry nowadays?
Why should I complain?
I am a very annoying person.
Why did you reject my help again and again?
Why should you ask for my help only?
How to make peace with myself and life?
Should I move on?
Where should I go?
How to manage everything?
How to be patient in life?
I am tired of everything... How should I handle all these question?

过期的告白

是一种好事。
妈呀， 虽然我表面上无比镇静 但内心是翻江倒海晴天霹雳。
还好不是面对面。那就尴尬了。

还好那是过去的事情鸟。呼。

愤怒

是一种积极的正面的情绪， 才怪。

最近感觉好压力啊。你不在的日子好久，我真的快要疯掉了。
然后知道这样的状态要无限期延续，你叫我怎样不捉狂。

就是一直觉得很抑郁。需要好好发泄一下， 是时候去唱k了。瓦卡卡。

真的是很想念你的味道。天啊，我真的是个变态。

说好的小厨房一起煮饭好像在这一两年不太可能……唉……

真的想和你去吹吹风，去茶园采茶，慢慢地去每一个地方。
我真的很闷，以前喜欢的东西已经没有动力再去动。每到星期六星期天就不知道要做什么。
就是一个很累的感觉。

Bored

I will fucking go out and have some fun tomorrow. No one ain't gonna stop me. I am going OUT.

AAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHH.
I HATE EVERYTHING. SIGH.

Just run a little faster...

Why should I? I can never get away from my responsibility anyways.

Anyways, life is... as good as it can be. Everyday is so action packed, I gone home felling exhausted and drained. Then some more action. I should appreciate more but I hate how I am now.

Just bad mood all the way. I need to get a life. Not just work and home. Home somehow = more work to be done, or left at home being ignore, no companion.

I fucking angry with myself now. Back to more work